I get it, repeating the same cycle sucks hard. It made me wonder if I should even be in a relationship ever again. And yes, a lot of men (and women) figured out how to say the right things to get time, attention, money, sex while not really having changed anything. Writing was my therapy through all this and it’s perfectly fine to be angry - I was enraged. There are conscious partners out there, if you should desire that type of connection, I hold space for the right person in your life🙏🏼