I honor your exploration. We are indeed living in strange times, I also never thought I would be asking similar questions. Perhaps it’s the eternal spark of optimism inside me, that small belief humanity can truly make a collective decision of the third option. After darkness always comes light and I believe it’s the small, everyday decisions by conscious people, that will shift us, bit by bit. I have come to accept that I will never see the change I envision in my lifetime, but that as a lightworker, I came here to lay the foundations for future generations. The transition from the old paradigm into the Age of Enlightenment will not happen overnight, perhaps it will take hundreds of years. Meanwhile, we must band together, support and uplift each other, shine our light to the best of our abilities. Peace to you my friend🙏🏼