I too, am playing a role in the awakening of consciousness on this planet, so I totally understand why you feel so passionate about expressing what you believe to be true. I’m not a fan of the current system, in any way. The challenge I have with people who speak and write about COVID, 5-G and other conspiracies is the assertion that what you know is absolute truth and everyone else is a sheep. Perhaps you don’t approach things that way, but many do. When someone says, according to this evidence I found, it leads me to believe x,y,z then I’m happy to read on and consider. When people take a theory and present it as fact, you lose me and most of the audience. When people devolve into fear-based messaging, you lose me and most of the audience. Choose what you think is right, write about what you think is true. But keep in mind, life and our perceptions of it are varied.