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Weary from constantly doing your spiritual growth work?
I totally get you.
Look, being woke, whatever that means to you, is ultimately a good thing. Seeing beyond the veil of our day-to-day human existence, being a perceptive soul, is a way of intersecting with the world I wouldn’t trade for anything.
But sometimes we can reach a point of spiritual exhaustion. You know that moment when we begin to allow ourselves to coast in the smoothness, thinking maybe I’ve finally made it! Maybe life can just be calm and peaceful, and I can stop looking at my shit for a while.
Then a situation or person shows up who invites you into a depth of spiritual exploration you never realized was possible.
Gee, thanks.
I think.
Being committed to owning your stuff is both amazing and occasionally (or frequently) exhausting.
Especially right now, for not only your personal stuff but also the holographic reflection out in the collective — it’s hella intense.
Truth be told, sometimes I go to bed at night and negotiate.
With whom, I’m not quite sure.
I speak out my intention. Tonight, I just need to rest. I’m asking for peaceful sleep, no crazy dreams, and no mind-blowing insights. It…